Two Poems
Kathryn Li
→BFA IL 2021
cherry-picked by the embodied subconscious
even this relatively disembodied existence,
faced with the prospect of
no
touching
of being, for
so long, so far away,
will conjure some
humble
anchor
a lonely
hand
(see?)
as a desperate but necessary distraction.
if it cannot be still in your company for even a moment
it is to prevent some other sensation from proving to you
that it was only ever a mirage.
now
now that there is no more stable ground to map
I find myself
longing for
the snow that fell yesterday
when it happened was I
here,
ears,
sincere
fears
and all, or
am I always
to a degree
paralyzed, fighting myself
over some calculated fantasy?
even now?
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