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Keep Your Heart Six Feet Away from Mine (and other moments)
Arielle Eisen (BFA GL 2020)


3/12
There are no tears left to cry This day has felt like an eternity

3/15
My heart has been breaking every second Today felt less explosive

3/18
I’m so much more aware of absence than I am of presence

3/21
Simultaneously, everything and nothing has changed

3/23
He said, “when are you going to start making real art?” Fuck you

3/24
like a footnote to my life, the subtext, the asterisk

3/25
My body is allowing me to feel tired

3/26
Pain eases without direction I couldn’t point it out if I tried On a map or otherwise

3/29
a to-go coffee cup

3/30
God! My stomach It was bright red at its peaks from the heat it feels so stiff, like it doesn’t belong to me

3/31
The small things
like putting on my watch become so much more important now
I hate that I have to pilot this meat robot

4/2
I turn the shower knob hotter just to feel something
Analysis implies a past tense

4/3
I think that the attempt to resolve feelings is futile

4/4
I climbed to the top of that mountain Didn’t like the view when I got there

4/5
The orbits are things like, waking up in the morning figuring out what to wear sex showering looking in the mirror

4/6
Her words, “You’re mean!” ring in my ear still to tell the truth I forgot where I was I forgot when I was I thought it was a normal day but after our interaction I noticed everything all too clearly

4/7
subtle sunburn

4/9
My love for you is futile

4/10
My heart? I rip it out of my chest at will Hand it over They got thrown out the side of a car window Stuck on the side of the road for a while They had to hitchhike their way back

4/11
Nakedness ≠ authenticity Authenticity = comfort (?)

4/12
My heart races whenever I’m outside now I think this hammering is just a reimagining of my heart when it’s fast and tenuous and urgent it reflects my anxiety of being out in the open of being seen of being heard it feels illegal to be outside now

4/14
Don’t get into a tizzy, I’m wearing shorts And why does food take so long to cook?

4/16
“We’re never going to fully recover from this” I don’t think you can ever fully recover from anything

4/17
Keep your heart six feet away from mine
 


  1. Call for Submissions
  2. 3.29.20 Irina V. Wang
  3. Let Yourself Be Lifted Jackie Scott
  4. Art Is Everything Jen Liese
  5. Two Poems Ella Rosenblatt
  6. Living Room Dance Party Ariel Wills
  7. On Walking When Walking Is Advised Against Keavy Handley-Byrne
  8. Untitled Cita Devlin
  9. Ads in Corona Hannah Oatman
  10. COVID-19 and Communitas Elaine Lopez
  11. A Time for Pie Elizabeth Burmann
  12. How to Stay Motivated When You’re Stuck at Home Clarisse Angkasa
  13. Coerced Harmony (A Tour) Hammad Abid
  14. Zooming In and Out Tongji Philip Qian
  15. [Form] Ciara Carlyle
  16. Hi.txt Dan Luo
  17. A poem about boredom, a composite Maixx Culver-Hagins
  18. Eyewitness News Tristram Lansdowne
  19. Distance Maps Marcus Peabody
  20. Therapeutic Suggestion Maria Aliberti Lubertazzi
  21. Keep Your Heart Six Feet Away From Mine (and other moments) Arielle Eisen
  22. Twenty Instructions for COVID-19 Charlott Isobel Dazan
  23. Cuerno 1 y 2 Yan Diego Estrella Wilson
  24. A Monolith of Grief Regarding the Absence of Touches, or Letter to a Future Lover García Sinclair
  25. Coronavirus by the Thousands Drew Dodge
  26. Two Poems Kathryn Li
  27. Beds Are Burning Aleks Dawson
  28. Still Lifes Yidan Wang
  29. Fragments of Seva Jagdeep Raina
  30. Packing Up and Staying Woojin Kim
  31. Chronic Pain and Fermentation Ralph Davis
  32. Quarantine Letters Hannah Moore
  33. Sounds of Silence: An Isolation Soundscape Dara Benno
  34. 14 Day Detox for Designers Erica Silver

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